A million "WHY?" is in my mind..

Why am i so dumb to trust you?
why am i so stupid to tell you my secrets?
Why am i so F*king idiot to listen to your sweet talk and trusted your two face, you asshole?
why am i such a bastard?
...

i regreted trusting you,
i regreted telling you my secrets,
i regreted forgiving you when you already break so many of my promise,
...

why did you do this to me?
why did you betray me like this?
i don't know why, you want to do this to me?
After all the things I help you, This is what I get in return.
I don think you appreciate me at all.
Do you?
...

What makes you think we're wrong?
Do you think "That person" is right?
Do you think "That person" is better than me?
Do you think I said all of this for fun?
Do you think I like this?
well, HELL NO!
I know is was you. So obvious that is you.
Every tiny little thing you do is so damn obvious.
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I really don't understand why you do this to me
What have i do wrong?
I have been so kind to you & this is how you repay my kindness.
I shouldn't have trusted you in the first place..
I have been real stupid trusting you.
You are such a bad actor..
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nicoly